lEmOnAdE~*

smtms i wonder am i think too much? is that easy to decide a thing o to accept other’s opinion? or just dun bother wat they said bout u o did to u? i’m sorry.. i can’t.. n i’l not let it go easily.. i’l do sth to prove that they’re wrong. am i that bad o should i say weak o useless in their heart? is that everything i got now because there’s always someone willing to help me? i’m not denying it but not for all.. o because it’s easy to achieve? haha.. funny? ridiculous? nonsense? childish? silly? that’s wat i think of them.. but smtms i really wan ti break down n cry.. cry very hard when all these expected words comes out from unexpected ppl. some1 i’ve trusted for many a year… i need support from them.. their words, their kindness, their  action, their feeling.. all these are my strength.. i need them whenever i am, whatever i am doing, whoever i met.. but why they treat me  when i need them n gave me a bad comment on my achievement? just wondering wat they wan from me.